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I’m really still here!

Posted July 26, 2006 at 3:48 pm

I really, really appreciate all the comments and emails checking on me. Yes, I’m still here, and I’m holding on, with prospects looking up.

I probably should have mentioned at some point that I historically get into a major funk around my birthday (middle of June), and this year was a doozy, what with the health issues and the work issues compounding the normal birthday blues.

Seriously, we are talking major mid-life crisis. I mean major. It wasn’t just about relapsing as far as eating goes, it was a full-blown depressing and existential “what the hell is going on” kind of episode…things were pretty scary for a while.

Well, the good news is that after skidding down the slippery slope for nearly two months, I finally realized I was out of my league, and last week, I got myself back to my therapist.

Things aren’t quite back where they were in April, but I’m feeling a lot more confident, and am feeling optimistic for the first time in many weeks.

That said, entries are still going to be a bit sparse, as I’m off to Nags Head for a week (or two) of vacation with the family. I promise to get back to regular posting no later than mid-August! Really :).

Thanks again to everyone for your kind words…they really meant a lot!

9 Responses to “I’m really still here!”

  1. Debbi Says:

    Thanks for checking in, Beth. Glad you’ve climbed back up far enough to be able to check in. Have a good time on your trip.

  2. Susanne Says:

    Glad, you’re halfway back, I started wondering. Hope you’ll be having a nice vacation.

  3. Loretta Says:

    So happy to hear from you. Not too long before your last post, I started reading your blog and actually went back through every post in your archive! Wonderful reading. Looking forward to hearing more from you soon. Enjoy the vacation!

  4. Amanda Says:

    Excellent! You’ve been missed! Have a nice relaxing vacation and recharge your batteries. Glad you checked in, now we can stop worrying and wondering what happened to Beth!

  5. chrissie Says:

    Thanks for checking in! In the world of health and diet blogs typically when some one stops posting it means that they’ve begun to backslide and I was getting worried. I’m glad that you’ve gone back to a therapist and that you’re back (kind of). I look forward to your posting regularly again!

  6. Next to Last Samurai Says:

    Yay! I’m glad you’re back and doing better. I missed you!

  7. little miss ess Says:

    Ditto what everyone else wrote.

  8. Marla Says:

    So sorry about the midlife crisis! I get those a couple times a month, it seems like. Glad you’re back…

  9. Debbi Says:

    Okay, honey, it’s mid-August … we’re waiting!